Thomas a’Kempus wrote, If your heart were right, then every created thing would be a mirror of life for you and a book of holy teaching, for there is no creature so small and worthless that it does not show forth the goodness of God. If inwardly you were good and pure, you would see all things clearly and understand them rightly, for a pure heart penetrates to heaven and hell, and as a man is within, so he judges what is without. If there be joy in the world, the pure of heart certainly possess it; and if there be anguish and affliction anywhere, an evil conscience knows it too well.
Jesus said, Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God. (Matthew 5:8) I pray that you will see God in the weeks to come.
 Thomas à Kempis. (1996). The Imitation of Christ (67). Oak Harbor, WA: Logos Research Systems.